12.31.08
The Break-up
I don’t really know what to blog. After 7,5 years, I’m single. It’s all so very weird, Bram told me he loved me and then said he wanted to move to Curacao. I’ve been there, done that and burned the T-shirt, so I said; ‘Well, you know I’m not coming with you.’ And that was about it. There really is no in between.
So now I’m living with this guy I love and who loves me, but we no longer have a relationship. He will be leaving for Curacao pretty soon and I’ll stay behind. The house we live in now is to expensive for me, so I’m trying to find something I can afford in Hilversum.
Well, that’s about it. I’m sad and wishing things were different, but they’re not and we both made our choices. So now I have to look at the future (with some fear, i admit) and see what I am going to make of it.
Wish me luck!
Love,
Soosh
P.S. Happy Newyear!!
Poeki said,
January 9, 2009 at 10:12 am
hey babe,
you’ve been trough a lot in your life allready.. as impossible as it may seem now, this is another hurdle you will have to take.. you’ll make it.. ya may get a bit bumped and bruised, but you’ll make it.. never seen a stronger woman than YOU!
i’ll be here for ya