03.29.09

Not so much

Posted in Curacao at 9:59 pm by Soosh

I’m not sure how to describe the way I feel.. I have been running around like crazy for last couple of months, yelling ‘I’m fine!’ Well maybe I’m not as fine as I’d hoped. I’m trying like hell to keep positive and happy, but it’s hard.
Here I am, all alone. And if there’s one thing I really, truly, absolutely suck at, it’s being alone. Of course I hang out with friends and do fun stuff, but the fun stuff just isn’t.. fun. So I’m running around, just so I don’t have to sit my ass down and reflect. And for the time being I will continue to yell how freakin’ fine I am, so hopefully in a while it will be true again.

Love,
Soosh

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03.09.09

Dear person..

Posted in Life and all that. at 3:10 pm by Soosh

I don’t know who you are, I don’t know why you keep calling, I don’t know why you hang up the phone the second I pick up. What I do know is that my phone-company will try to help me find you, so maybe, just once, we can have an actual conversation.

Talk to you soon!

Greetz,
Soosh

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